It was a summer
afternoon. The clear blue sky was dotted with fluttering larks. The wind was
still, as if it listened to their gentle singing. From the shining earth a
faint smoke arose, like incense, shaken from invisible thuribles in a rhapsody
of joy by hosts of unseen spirits. Such peace had fallen on the world! It
seemed there was nothing but love and beauty everywhere; fragrant summer air
and the laughter of happy birds. Everything listened to the singing larks in
brooding thoughtlessness. Yea, even the horned snails lay stretched out on grey
stones with their houses on their backs. There was no loud
sound. Nothing asserted its size in a brutal tumult of wind and thunder.
Nothing swaggered with a raucous noise to disarrange the perfect harmony. Even
the tiny insects mounting the blades of grass with slow feet were giants in
themselves and things of pride to nature. The grass blades,
brushing with the movements of their growth, made joyous gentle sounds, like
the sighs of a maiden in love. A peasant and his family
were working in a little field .The father, the mother, and four children were
there. They were putting fresh earth around sprouting potato stalks. They were
very happy. It was a good thing to work there in the little field beneath the
singing larks. Yes, God, maybe, gave music to cheer their simple hearts. The mother and the
second eldest daughter weeded the ridges, passing before the others. The father
carefully spread around the stalks the precious clay that the eldest son dug
from the rocky bottom of the shallow field. A younger son, of twelve years,
brought sea sand in a donkey’s creels from a far corner of the field. They
mixed the sand with the black clay. The fourth child, still almost an infant,
staggered about near his mother, plucking weeds slowly and offering them to his
mother as gifts. They worked in
silence; except once when by chance the father’s shovel slipped on a stone and
dislodged a young stalk from its shallow bed.
The father uttered a cry. They all looked. “Oh! Praised be God on high” the mother
said, crossing herself. In the father’s hands was the
potato stalk and from its straggling thin roots here hung a cluster of tiny new
potatoes, smaller than small marbles. Already their seeds had borne fruit and
multiplied. They all stood around and wondered. Then suddenly the eldest son, a
stripling, spat on his hands and said wistfully: “Ah, if Mary were here now wouldn’t
she be glad to see the new potatoes. I remember, on this very spot, she spread
seaweed last winter.” Silence followed this remark. It
was of the eldest daughter he had spoken. She had gone to America in early
spring. Since then they had only receive done letter from her. A neighbor’s
daughter had written home recently, though, that Mary was without work. She had
left her first place that a priest had found for her, as servant in a rich
woman’s house. The mother bowed her head and murmured
sadly: “God is good. Maybe today we’ll
get a letter.” The father stooped again, struck
the earth fiercely with his shovel, and whispered harshly: “Get with the work.” They moved away .But the eldest
son mused for a while, looking over the distant hills. Then he said loudly to
his mother as if in defiance: “It’s too proud she is to write, mother,
until she has money to send. I know Mary. She was always the proud one.” They all bent over
their work and the toddling child began again to bring weeds as gifts to his
mother. The mother suddenly caught the child in her arms and kissed him. Then
she said: “Oh! They are like
angels singing up there. Angels they are like. Wasn’t God good to them to give
them voices like that? Maybe if she heard the larks sing she’d write.But sure
there are no larks in big cities.” And nobody replied. But surely the larks no longer sang happily. Now the sky became immense. The world became immense, an empty dangerous vastness. And the music of the fluttering birds had an eerie lilt to it. So they felt; all except the toddling child, who still came innocently to his mother, bringing little weeds as gifts. Suddenly the merry cries of children
mingled with the triumphant singing of the larks. They all paused and stood
erect. Two little girls were running up the lane towards the field. Between the
winding fences of the narrow lane they saw the darting white pinafores and the
bobbing golden heads of the running girls. They came running, crying out
joyously in trilling girlish voices. They were the two remaining children. They
were coming home from school. “What brought ye to the field?” the
mother cried while they were still afar off. “A letter,” one cried, as she
jumped on to the fence of the field. The father dropped his shovel and
coughed. The mother crossed herself. The eldest son struck the ground with his
spade and said:”By the Book.” “Yes, a letter from Mary, “said
the other child, climbing over the fence also and eager to participate equally
with her sister in the bringing of the good news. “The postman gave it to us.” They brought the letter to their father.
All crowded round their father by the fence, where there was a little heap of
stones. The father sat down, rubbed his fingers carefully on his thighs, and
took the letter. They all knelt around his knees. The mother took the infant in
her arms. They all became very silent. Their breathing became loud. The father
turned the letter round about in his hands many times, examining it. “It’s her handwriting surely,” he
said at length. “Yes, yes.” said the eldest son. “Open
it, father.” “In the name of God,” said the
mother. “God send us good news,” the
father said, slowly tearing the envelope. Then he paused gain, afraid to look
into the envelope. Then one of the girls said: “Look, look. There’s a cheque in
it. I see it against the sun.” “Eh?” said the mother. With a rapid movement the father
drew out the contents of the envelope. A cheque was within the folded letter.
Not a word was spoken until he held up the cheque and said: “Great God, it’s for twenty
pounds.” “My darling,” the mother said, raising
her eyes to the sky. “My treasure, I bore you in my womb. My own sweet
treasure.” The children began to laugh,
hysterical with joy. The father coughed and said in a low voice: “There’s a horse for that money
to be had, A horse.” “Oh! Father, “said the eldest
son. “A two-year-old and we’ll break it on the strand. I’ll break it, father. Then
we’ll have a horse like the people of the village. Isn’t Mary great? Didn’t I
say she was waiting until she had money to send? A real horse!” “And then I can have the ass for
myself, daddy,” said the second boy. And he yelled with joy. “Be quiet will ye.” said the
mother quietly in a sad tone. “Isn’t there a letter from my darling? Won’t ye
read me the letter?” “Here,” said the father. “Take it
and read it one of ye. My hand is shaking.” It was shaking and there were
tears in his eyes, so that he could see nothing but a blur. “I’ll read it,” said the second
daughter. She took the letter, glanced over
it from side to side, and then suddenly burst into tears. “What is it?” said the eldest son
angrily. “Give it to me.” He took the letter, glanced over
it, and then his face became stern. All their faces became stern. “Read it, son,” the father said. “‘Dear Parents,’” the son began. “‘Oh,
Mother, I am so lonely,’ It’s all covered with blots the same as if she were
crying on the paper. ‘Daddy, why did I…why did I ever...ever...’ it’s hard to
make it out...yes... ‘why did I ever come to this awful place? Say a prayer for
me every night, mother. Kiss baby for me. Forgive me, mother. Your loving
daughter Mary.’” When he finished there was utter
silence for a long time. The father was the first to move. He rose slowly,
still holding the cheque in his hand. Then he said: “There was no word about the
money in the letter,” he said in a queer voice. “Why is that now?” “Twenty pounds,” the mother said
in a hollow voice. “It isn’t earned in a week.” She snatched the letter furtively
from her son, and hid it ravenously in her bosom. The father walked away slowly by
the fence, whispering to himself in a dry voice: “Aye! My greed stopped me asking
myself that question. Twenty pounds.” He walked away erect and stiff,
like a man angrily drunk. The others continued to sit about in silence, brooding. They no longer heard the larks. Suddenly one looked up and said in a frightened voice: “What is father doing?” They all looked. The father had
passed out of the field into another uplying craggy field. He was now standing
on a rock with his arms folded and his bare head fallen forward on his chest,
perfectly motionless. His back was towards them but they knew he was crying. He
had stood that way, apart, the year before, on the day their horses died. Then the eldest son muttered a
curse and jumped to his feet. He stood still with his teeth set and his wide
eyes flashing. The infant boy dropped a weed from his tiny hands and burst into
frenzied weeping. Then the mother clutched the
child in her arms and cried out in a despairing voice: “Oh Birds, birds, why do ye go on
singing when my heart is frozen with grief.” Together, they all burst into a
loud despairing wail and the harsh sound of their weeping rose into the sky
from the field that had suddenly become ugly and lonely; up, up into the clear
blue sky where the larks still sang their triumphant melody.
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