During the whole of a
dull, dark, and soundless day in the autumn of the year, when the clouds hung
oppressively low in the heavens, I had been passing alone, on horseback,
through a singularly dreary tract of country; and at length found myself, as
the shades of the evening drew on, within view of the melancholy House of
Usher. I know not how it was–but, with the first glimpse of the building, a
sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit. I say insufferable; for the
feeling was unrelieved by any of that half-pleasurable, because poetic,
sentiment, with which the mind usually receives even the sternest natural
images of the desolate or terrible. I looked upon the scene before me–upon the
mere house, and the simple landscape features of the domain–upon the bleak
walls–upon the vacant eye-like windows–upon a few rank sedges–and upon a few
white trunks of decayed trees–with an utter depression of soul which I can
compare to no earthly sensation more properly than to the after-dream of the
reveller upon opium–the bitter lapse into everyday life-the hideous dropping
off of the reveller upon opium–the bitter lapse into everyday life–the hideous
dropping off of the veil. There was an iciness, a sinking, a sickening of the
heart–an unredeemed dreariness of thought which no goading of the imagination
could torture into aught of the sublime. What was it–I paused to think–what was
it that so unnerved me in the contemplation of the House of Usher? It was a mystery
all insoluble; nor could I grapple with the shadowy fancies that crowded upon
me as I pondered. I was forced to fall back upon the unsatisfactory conclusion,
that while, beyond doubt, there are combinations of very simple natural objects
which have the power of thus affecting us, still the analysis of this power
lies among considerations beyond our depth. It was possible, I reflected, that
a mere different arrangement of the particulars of the scene, of the details of
the picture, would be sufficient to modify, or perhaps to annihilate its
capacity for sorrowful impression; and, acting upon this idea, I reined my
horse to the precipitous brink of a black and lurid tarn that lay in unruffled
lustre by the dwelling, and gazed down–but with a shudder even more thrilling
than before–upon the remodelled and inverted images of the gray sedge, and the
ghastly tree-stems, and the vacant and eye-like windows. Nevertheless, in this
mansion of gloom I now proposed to myself a sojourn of some weeks. Its
proprietor, Roderick Usher, had been one of my boon companions in boyhood; but
many years had elapsed since our last meeting. A letter, however, had lately
reached me in a distant part of the country–a letter from him–which, in its
wildly importunate nature, had admitted of no other than a personal reply. The
MS. gave evidence of nervous agitation. The writer spoke of acute bodily
illness–of a mental disorder which oppressed him–and of an earnest desire to
see me, as his best, and indeed his only personal friend, with a view of
attempting, by the cheerfulness of my society, some alleviation of his malady.
It was the manner in which all this, and much more, was said–it the apparent
heart that went with his request–which allowed me no room for hesitation; and I
accordingly obeyed forthwith what I still considered a very singular summons. Although, as boys, we
had been even intimate associates, yet really knew little of my friend. His
reserve had been always excessive and habitual. I was aware, however, that his
very ancient family had been noted, time out of mind, for a peculiar
sensibility of temperament, displaying itself, through long ages, in many works
of exalted art, and manifested, of late, in repeated deeds of munificent yet
unobtrusive charity, as well as in a passionate devotion to the intricacies,
perhaps even more than to the orthodox and easily recognisable beauties, of
musical science. I had learned, too, the very remarkable fact, that the stem of
the Usher race, all time-honoured as it was, had put forth, at no period, any
enduring branch; in other words, that the entire family lay in the direct line
of descent, and had always, with very trifling and very temporary variation, so
lain. It was this deficiency, I considered, while running over in thought the
perfect keeping of the character of the premises with the accredited character
of the people, and while speculating upon the possible influence which the one,
in the long lapse of centuries, might have exercised upon the other–it was this
deficiency, perhaps, of collateral issue, and the consequent undeviating
transmission, from sire to son, of the patrimony with the name, which had, at
length, so identified the two as to merge the original title of the estate in
the quaint and equivocal appellation of the “House of Usher” –an appellation
which seemed to include, in the minds of the peasantry who used it, both the
family and the family mansion. I have said that the
sole effect of my somewhat childish experiment –that of looking down within the
tarn–had been to deepen the first singular impression. There can be no doubt
that the consciousness of the rapid increase of my superstition–for why should
I not so term it?–served mainly to accelerate the increase itself. Such, I have
long known, is the paradoxical law of all sentiments having terror as a basis.
And it might have been for this reason only, that, when I again uplifted my
eyes to the house itself, from its image in the pool, there grew in my mind a
strange fancy –a fancy so ridiculous, indeed, that I but mention it to show the
vivid force of the sensations which oppressed me. I had so worked upon my
imagination as really to believe that about the whole mansion and domain there
hung an atmosphere peculiar to themselves and their immediate vicinity-an
atmosphere which had no affinity with the air of heaven, but which had reeked
up from the decayed trees, and the gray wall, and the silent tarn–a pestilent
and mystic vapour, dull, sluggish, faintly discernible, and leaden-hued. |
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