That Whitsun, I was late getting
away:
Not
till about One-twenty on the sunlit Saturday
Did my three-quarters-empty train
pull out, All windows down, all cushions
hot, all sense Of being in a hurry gone. We ran Behind the backs of houses,
crossed a street Of blinding windscreens, smelt
the fish-dock; thence The river’s level drifting
breadth began, Where sky and Lincolnshire and
water meet. All afternoon, through the tall
heat that slept For
miles inland, A slow and stopping curve
southwards we kept. Wide farms went by,
short-shadowed cattle, and Canals with floatings of
industrial froth; A hothouse flashed uniquely;
hedges dipped And rose: and now and then a
smell of grass Displaced the reek of buttoned
carriage-cloth Until the next town, new and
nondescript, Approached with acres of
dismantled cars. At first, I didn’t notice what a
noise The
weddings made Each station that we stopped at:
sun destroys The interest of what’s happening
in the shade, And down the long cool platforms
whoops and skirls I took for porters larking with
the mails, And went on reading. Once we
started, though, We passed them, grinning and
pomaded, girls In parodies of fashion, heels and
veils, All
posed irresolutely, watching us go, As if out on the end of an event Waving
goodbye To something that survived it.
Struck, I leant More promptly out next time, more
curiously, And saw it all again in different
terms; The fathers with broad belts
under their suits And seamy foreheads; mothers loud
and fat; An uncle shouting smut; and then
the perms, The nylon gloves and
jewellery-substitutes, The lemons, mauves, and
olive-ochres that Marked off the girls unreally
from the rest. Yes,
from cafés And banquet-halls up yards, and
bunting-dressed Coach-party annexes, the
wedding-days Were coming to an end. All down
the line Fresh couples climbed aboard: the
rest stood round; The last confetti and advice were
thrown, And, as we moved, each face
seemed to define Just what it saw departing:
children frowned At something dull; fathers had
never known Success so huge and wholly
farcical; The
women shared The secret like a happy funeral; While girls, gripping their
handbags tighter, stared At a religious wounding. Free at
last, And loaded with the sum of all
they saw, We hurried towards London,
shuffling gouts of steam. Now fields were building-plots,
and poplars cast Long shadows over major roads,
and for Some fifty minutes, that in time
would seem Just long enough to settle hats
and say I nearly died, A dozen marriages got under way. They watched the landscape,
sitting side by side —An Odeon went past, a cooling tower,
And someone running up to
bowl—and none Thought of the others they would
never meet Or how their lives would all
contain this hour. I thought of London spread out in
the sun, Its postal districts packed like
squares of wheat: There we were aimed. And as we
raced across Bright
knots of rail Past standing Pullmans, walls of
blackened moss Came close, and it was nearly
done, this frail Travelling coincidence; and what
it held Stood ready to be loosed with all
the power That being changed can give. We
slowed again, And as the tightened brakes took
hold, there swelled A sense of falling, like an
arrow-shower Sent out of sight, somewhere becoming rain. |
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